So just some completely random thoughts so work with me here lol First off we have a new addition to our family, Soda :) he's about 7weeks old now, black short hair kitten :) It was a little rough at first with him and Mew.. Mew wanted nothing to do with him at first, he would hiss at him and bolt anytime Soda got near him, but now Mew and Soda are thick as thieves ;P Boys will be Boys lol They love on each other, play with each other and fight with each other :)
Ailynne is growing up so fast :) She's getting bigger and bigger everyday.. Ekko is doing ok... She does great with writing her letters and we're slowly working on her numbers :) She is so smart but she can't focus or listen to what she's told to do and it's very frustrating when I have no control over her to help her to listen and focus :( There are times I don't know what to do :( She is seeing a therapist that specializes with kids who have ADHD, ADD, ODD and so on and so forth, so I hoping in time we can get it all figured out..
John and I are doing great as usual lol I have gained a lot of weight and it makes no sense how I gained all of it :( There are times I second guess myself as a Mother and think, " What am I doing wrong?? " " Why does everyone have to make me feel like I can't do anything right my kids because I don't d things the way they do them with their kids" I don't know why I let it get to me but if you felt as if you were being attacked you would feel the same way :( And it sucks!! I know that if I leave it in God's hands that it will all work out for the best and that I need to be patient.. there are times when I just know how to do that :(
Sorry for all that but I just don't know what to do anymore about almost anything, and I hate feeling helpless :(
We are nothing without the Grace of God
I am sorry you are having such a hard time with Ekko. I'm out of ideas myself, and I wish I knew what to tell you, but I don't. :( I can only pray at this time that something gives, and she maybe realizes she is doing thngs wrong, and how badly she's hurting her mommy. I love you, Amanda. I love you dearly. We are much closer than friends. I do get frustrated sometimes, but it's normal. We are all different, and that's a good thing.
ReplyDeleteYou are a great mom! I promise that. You love your kids, and you're setting them up on the right path! Not many people love there kids, and pray for them, and I know you do both!
Praying for you!!!