A little nervous but hopeful

Well tomorrow I have a Specialty appt in the Burg and I am hoping I can convince them to untie my tubes.. I know how this sounds but having them tied has caused more problems than not :( I am really hoping they don't do what the clinic on base has tried and try to shove BC down my throat cause that's not what I want and if they do I might scream :( I just want all these problems to go away..

I am also going to start working out tonight after the girls are in bed and am hoping to do this every night :) I have 80lbs to lose and it's not going to just up and leave my body on it's own, although how awesome would that be if it did?? LOL I really hope these little workouts help :)

Well that's really all for now.. Just a tiny update lol I hope everyone has a wonderful week!!

Not sure what to think

Soooo I have A LOT on my mind right now and unfortunately can't talk about any of it on here :( But I am just freaking out in my head and can't talk about anything and it sucks but I know everything will work out in the end.. I just ask that you send lots of good happy dust and prayers our way cause we need them.. No nothing is going on with the hubs and I.. We are doing really great :) I couldn't ask for a more awesome hubby!!

The girls are doing good ish LOL Ekko is having  little cabin fever and I can't blame her, I am too.. Being stuck inside with not many places to go kinda makes anyone a little crazy.. But Kindergarten starts this year which will help her get out of the house a lot more :) And around kids she can play with.. I can't really take her to play at any of my friends' houses cause they either don't have kids or have kids any where near her age and that puts a damper on hanging out with my friends :( But she is so smart and can be super sweet when she isn't trying to push my buttons LOL But what kid doesn't do that to their mommy ;P

Ailynne is at the fun and super cute stage in her life :) Every morning I open her door and she greets me with a big smile waves and says hi :) She is a total cutie and everyone who sees her no matter how bad their day is going gets a big smile on their face when she smiles, waves and says hi to them :)Her vocabulary is growing more and more but her favorite things to say is either hi, ball or watch it LOL But her vocabulary is bigger than that those are just words you hear her say a lot of unless she's thirsty then she says cup cup or more :)

The serious stuff I can't talk about but there's a small update on my munchkins.. Maybe this weekend I will take some more photos of them :)

Starts Angry ends Happy :)

Ekko has been wanting Purple in her hair for some time now, well she needed a trim anyways and I talked to the hubs ad got her a hair appt to get her hair done :) She had a blast and loves it!!! Now I realize there are a lot of people who don't agree with our decision and that's ok because she's not their daughter.. I don't want to sound mean about it but people have no right to judge others especially when they have their own issues and faults.. I love my daughters and if we can afford it I spoil them rotten!! They have everything they need and then some :) I take care of them, I cuddle and love them equally and discipline them equally.. It has been brought to my attention that they are some out there who think me an unfit mother and that I neglect my children... That may be their opinion but it's wrong.. When the School and I were getting investigated for a scratch Ekko got at school it was proven then that I am a very fit mother, so stick that in your juice box and suck it!! Judge me all you want but your judgement day is coming as well and you will have the big guy upstairs to answer to.. I am by no means perfect, nor do I know everything.. But I know my kids and you don't!! I LOVE my daughter's with all my heart and soul and would do anything for them!! So if you don't like the way I do things or how my kid acts then go away!! You don't have to stick around for anything..

That being said I am thinking that tomorrow the girls and I might go to Sedalia and do some shopping and maybe go to the park :) it's going to be nice out and I plan to enjoy as well my girl's should :) Things are going good in my Photography business and it keeps expanding more and more!! I LOVE what I do!! If it weren't for some of my Photog Friends, I don't think I would have grown as much as I have in my photography and I thank them :) My Friends and Family are awesome!! I love them and if it weren't for them, when tough situations came along, I don't know that I would have stayed sane through it LOL

I have been teaching Ekko about God and his son Jesus Christ, she loves hearing the stories from her Children's Bible!! Both girls love going to church and we might start going on Wednesdays along with us already going on Sunday :) The girl's will be getting Dedicated the weekend before Easter :) So be looking for Photos from that.. I am wanting to get Ekko into a sport but not sure what or when seeing as she starts Kindergarten this year... My Birthday is the March 21st!! I am getting OLD!! HAHA!! It's ok cause no matter how old I get the hubs will always be the oldest LMAO!!

Well really that's all for now, I updated the Photo Banner with the girl's Easter photos :)

Not a lot going on but a lot going on

Hhhhhmmmm what's new around the Ballard Home... Not much lol I have my flyer set up for my Easter Mini Sessions and only one booked so far which is kind of depressing but hey there is still time lol I am doing the Girls' Easter Photos today after their dresses come in :) I got a call from one of the Church ladies who is also the Church Photographer and she wants to meet up with me to try and for us to go out to the local churches and offer our services and to get our names out there, which I think is awesome and so far am liking the idea but we meet up Saturday to talk about it more so keep your fingers crossed for us :) Tomorrow is my Newborn Session with The Muncy Triplets!!! Thank the Lord that Crista Everly for Everly Photography is helping me with this and that Jessica Sorondo is coming to watch the girls at the house to help me with that :) I am used to only doing Newborn Sessions for 1 baby, not 3 and though this will be an amazing experience I still need help with it :) Other than that not much is really going on lol I hope everyone has a great rest of the week and an awesome weekend!!!